Uneasy Autumn

Uneasy autumn
Lines of rigid ash
Along darkened roads
Smoke chokes the air
Of the only home I’ve known
It seems as if the sun
Is vacationing somewhere
Uneasy autumn in a burning world

Uneasy autumn
A stranger in this place
Seasonal pleasures of cider and leaves
Are replaced by shivers of fear
As we begin to say goodbye
To the home we held so dear
A dark blanket unfurled in an
Uneasy autumn in a burning world

Uneasy autumn
Even the sea is enraged
Waves whipping ashore
Like a beast freed from a cage
Homes lost to the depths
Or vanished in the smoke
Even the air becomes an enemy during an
Uneasy autumn in a burning world

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